I'm having a lot to think about at the moment, a lot of things is happening around me and therefor i really can't concentrate on my art, gomen nasai.

Just yesterday i had boxing practice with my floorball team and we found out something that is still hard to believe. One of our players who's wife were pregnate found out that day that their unborn child was dead, the day before the child were supposed to be born. I knew this player pretty well, and I just can't stop thinking about it. How unfair can it be? It was his first kid..

Just think about it, the child didn't even see the light.


I had a weird dream yesterday, it somehow explained to me why I'm living without really telling me. By showing different events of my life i had this feeling for a while why I'm living, but it's gone by now. One thing that i did notice though was the fact that it didn't show anything about love, and then it hit me. I sure have loved a lot of people, but in the end I notice that they don't care. But hell, I'm still living without that love. Though sometimes I can feel that it's presence is missing.

Right, enough about that. I have started to animate again (was a while since last time). First of all i need to brush up on my .flash skills, and after that i will begin to submit some work here.

Listening to: Yuki Kajiura - .hack//SIGN OST - Aura (03:04/128kbps)
Mood: -_-
Working on: Some flash animations